Thursday, May 5, 2016

NFL Draft Weekend

What a weekend.... I had my 1st Feature Dance Booking in my city in Vegas on Saturday night at the World Famous Sapphire. Saying that club is huge is an understatement... it is the world's largest Stripclub so needless to say I was very nervous, but I always get nervous! hahaha Before my Dance Gig I managed to get in a great workout, some laundry, take Icon on a walk and of course follow the NFL Draft. Thursday of course is the best day and seeing all the 1st round picks but I'm such a fan and enjoy watching it that it was a 3 day event for me. I can't imagine how those young kids must feel getting drafted to an NFL team and fulfill their dreams, I also like to scout out the new Giants players. I was very harsh on our 1st round pick Eli Apple from Ohio... he tweeted some stupid things about the Giants back in 2012 and I made sure I posted those screen shots. I don't hold back...EVER!!! All around I graded the Giants a B- on the Draft... I think Jerry Reese hit it out the park when we picked up Sterling Shepard the Wide Receiver from Oklahoma. He reminds me of a Wes Welker who can run any pattern asked with precision. I'm looking forward to seeing him in action, I think he will be Cruz's backup in case we don't see much salsa dancing in the end zone this season. I also liked our 4th round pick B.J. Goodson the Linebacker from Clemson. I see him making a HUGE impact on our defense especially coming from working with Dan Brooks during his college career. My Dance Booking was Ah-Mazing!!!! My guest list was outta control and I had a ton of friends come to show support, My agent even emailed me to tell me that I was in the top 3 biggest attendances the club has had during a Feature Weekend, which basically guarantees me a re-booking. I was booked during the NFL Draft weekend because it's pretty much a known fact that I'm a HUGE Football freak and the unofficial Ny Giants cheerleader so it was only appropriate for me to do my Cheerleader show. After my show was over I joined my friends and popped a bottle of Patron and toasted to a kick ass weekend....My friends had a running headstart on their drinking game, I was waaaay behind but couldn't get too carried away, I am booked there to represent Sapphire and bottom line.... I'm a business woman and this is how I feed myself. After doing photos with fans and hanging out by 2am I was beat!!! My friends decided to stay and polish off the rest of the Patron and ended up staying at Sapphire till 7am! haha The next Day I was booked to host Sapphire Day pool, I LOVE LOVE LOVE pool parties. getting paid to hang in a bikini in the sun all day sounds like a great day to me :) Once my hosting duties were done I headed home... All I could think of was cooking on my grill and just being with Icon. I finally learned how to use my grill ( Pause for Laughter) I made grilled shrimp - My Favorite :) Grilled Sweet Corn, and salad. Perfect way to end my weekend :)

Sunday, April 3, 2016

Let's talk about Sex and of course Dating....

This is a blog I have always wanted to go in length about and discuss and since I get asked a 678 questions about my dating life I thought I would share a little bit.... Dating in my industry is TOUGH TOUGH TOUGH. It requires a lot of trust, love, and NO INSECURITIES!!! I've been single for 7 years, My last relationship was with my ex fiancé who I met right when I moved to La through a mutual friend, I was young... 22 years old, didn't really date much growing up, I was always a mover & shaker and a hard headed stripper just wanting to live life, make money and bang whatever bad boy I could get my hands on. When I met my ex I hate to sound so cliche but I immediately knew it was love at first sight, I said to myself " I'm gonna marry this man" we dated for 3 years while I was in the industry which had it's ups and downs. He went with me to the AVN"s, The Nightmoves award show in Tampa, a few porn parties, he bounced a couple of bachelor parties for me and my girlfriends but I never ever brought him to set because that is a HUGE way of NOT getting booked again by the director and he just didn't need to be there. We had our struggles like any couple would... he never threw anything in my face about my job to make me feel bad because he knew everything what he was getting himself involved in with me. A few times I would bring my girlfriends home for him to bang but it never interested him, he was a stubborn jew and wanted just me, which is cool but I was trying to be the fun loving nice girlfriend. 1 time when we were in Vegas I hired a Vegas hooker from 1 of the 1-800 Call ads and I left him fuck her, she was cute and I 'll never forget the entire time she kept thinking we were cops LOL After 3 years of dating we got engaged and I took a break from the industry.. I guess you can say I'm old fashion and didn't want to have to take off my stunner 8 caret engagement ring to have to go to work and get banged out. Our relationship ended for varies reasons but the main reason which sounds weird was that I was like the female version of him.... kinda scary to a guy. To this day we are the best of friends and he will always hold a place dear in my heart. Attached is a candid picture of us from a wedding we attended for 1 of my cousins in NJ. Now- I have many reasons for not jumping back in the saddle or having a boyfriend, As you can imagine it's so hard to date being a pornstar. I'm not looking for a fuck buddy because I can have that, Hell... I have sex with myself 2x a day and I don't have to put on makeup, brush my hair and sometimes don't have to brush my teeth for it to happen LOL What we don't get in the porn world is the emotional end of it... the connection with someone. Everyone wants to feel and be loved, held, kissed, cuddle with, go to the movies, have dinner, share stories and just be with. I'm at a point now where I'd love to date and find a guy to spend quality time with but I'm very picky, which nothing is wrong with that and I also have to protect myself, last thing I need is to date a creeper LOL I'm sure about 90% of you reading this think you have my type of man I'm looking for figurerd out... and I can guarantee your probably wrong. I honestly don't have a type... My ex was a short, husky jew... I dated a blonde stripper when I was in my 20's and was committed to Tuna Town and being a box muncher for 5 months of my life... I've also dated black men, puerto ricans, 1 Korean and a Israeli. Needless to say I've been with every color under the rainbow and like I've always said... "love doesn't have a gender, race, or religion". Attached are some of my ex's who I managed not to erase all evidence of. > Last year living in Vegas I went on 5 dates and nothing went any further than a first date... I'm starting to think I should write on book on the disasters of 1st dates. Vegas is a tough city to date in... Everyone has a vice I feel like... Big drinker, degenerate gambler, fuck boys, Hosts and of course the never ending amount of pimps that still control the city. 2 of my dates were Cops- which is a little to close to home for me + cops in Vegas are the most miserable people I have ever met, 1 was a bartender who had a ego the size of my ass and was a huge closet alcoholic & gambler, #4 was a Blackjack dealer at the Cosmopolitian who was pimping out the carpet walker girls late nights and working with the pimps in the city on the side, explains why he lived in a condo on the strip and drove a Bentley- No blackjack dealer is making that kind of money in this city, My last date was a host at 1 of the hottest nightclubs in the city and I felt was just trying to use me for my following and connections plus he was originally from Boston and a die hard Patriots fan so even if we did start dating we probably would have killed each other by football season LOL A lot of Men are very intimidated by my line of work she is completely understandable...Imagine that convo over Thanksgiving dinner at the family's house how your girlfriend gets banged out by 11inch Lexington Steele for a living and you have to help her shave her deep booty crack before the shoot so everything is smooth... AWKWARD!!! I know who I am and outside of what I do for a living I live a very normal, healthy lifestyle. I live in Las Vegas and LOVE it beyond words, I'm a gym rat and love to workout, I practice Bikram Hot yoga 5 times a week, I have a sweet French Bulldog puppy who is my world that I love taking to the puppy parks and all over town and even when I travel since I have him registered as a service dog. I'm a sports nut and HUGE Ny Giants football fan so I go to a lot of games during the season. I enjoy doing typical girl things... Spa Days, Shopping, going to the movies, I love going out to eat... I will eat anywhere there is a menu LOL and of course just being a homebody. Maybe I'm still in that stage I was in my late teens early 20's but with just a better career, bigger home, new city and new friends. I'm always gonna be a hustler nothing will ever change that, my work, health, family and Icon ( my frenchie) will always be #1. I hope many of you can enjoy seeing what it's like from my perspective and not assume the many crazy rings I hear about myself or read on the web, your hearing it straight from the source :)

Monday, March 21, 2016

Saturday, March 5, 2016

Politics, Porn and Puppies

Whew.... what a week in the books it was for me. Lots to catch you guys up on. Last Monday I went to the Donald Trump Rally in Las Vegas, How could you not want to go to that and see Donald... He is so controversial and outspoken that I couldn't miss the opportunity. It was very interesting, I was surprised to see Protesters there, but it is politics so you have to expect it all I guess I went with my 2 friends Eva Notty and Brian. We hung around the casino after and did some people watching and a placed a few sports bets then we went over to 1 of my favorite local gaming bars for some dinner. I posted a picture of Eva and oat the rally on my social media and caught a lot of shit from fans on my Instagram. So here is my explanation on it.... #1 If I have the opportunity to attend ANY event, concert, charity fundraiser, protest whatever I'm gonna go. #2 Last I knew I was entitled to my own opinion just like everyone else in this country who is a tax paying, law abiding citizen. I didn't think people would be so judgmental and touchy but I guess people do get their panties in a bunch over politics. I ended up removing the picture on my Instagram because too many people were getting in arguments and that is not what I want on my page. Anybody who knows me in my personal life knows that I'm a happy positive person, I"m always smiling and laughing and like to see others do the same. In other news... As many of you might have seen I also got a sweet lil puppy. I've been thinking about getting a puppy for the longest time but it had to be the right time and I feel that I'm finally ready to be a puppy mommy. I was looking at a lot of breeders in vegas but didn't really like a lot of them based on how the dogs were being raised and the cleanliness of the homes they were in. I knew I wanted a french bulldog so I had my mind set on that. I finally found this 1 breeder and went to check out her dogs... I fell in love with this little black & white male she had there, as soon as I picked him up I knew he was the puppy for me, he curled up in my neck and wouldn't let me put him down. Since I'm not 1 for making decisions quick I asked if I could give it a day or 2 and think about it. The breeder told me he would go quick since he is a male and a mini frenchie which is pretty rare... the only cash I had on me was a stack of $1's from my dance booking so I put that down for my deposit and told her I was 99.9% sure he was mine. That night I went and bought a crate, baby gate, puppy pads, treats, toys and dog food, I textedthe breeder and told her he was mine and would get him the next day. He is the best thing that has come into my life, i didn't thick a puppy could do that but it did and I love him. I named him Icon and yes he is a Ny Giants fan already like his mama. I brought him to set with me 2days after I got him to meet his Auntie Eva when we had to shoot together. He loved her and was such a good boy on set, even tho I did let him run around while the crew was setting up lights and he peed on the floor hahaha Let's hope I can get him housebroken very soon, it hasn't been fun which I knew going into this but it's all apart of being a dog-parent :) Hope everyone had a great week! Next week the PAC12 will be in Vegas and I'm going to be attending :) Can't wait!!!

Monday, February 8, 2016

Superbowl Weekend

Whew..... what a weekend and I must say I'm glad it's Monday and can start my new week My little sister flew into Vegas on Friday for her birthday and it was off to the races once she hit ground in Sin City. We hit the gym, went and got spray tanned then got ready for her Birthday Dinner at KOI inside Planet Hollywood then we were off see J-Lo!!! Jennifer Lopez was beyond Amazing and surely didn't disappoint. She sang, and danced her booty off- Not Literally tho LOL After the concert we went out to do some gambling, and more drinking.... My sister was on a roll to get White Girl Wasted!!! When in Vegas you gotta live it up right?!?! We stuck around Planet Hollywood then hit up a local bar by my house on the way home and finally passed out by 3am. Saturday was filled with Sleeping till 11am, Brunch at 1 of my favorite local Spots that makes the best crepes EVER!!!!! Since going Vegan and trying to be calorie conscious my option are very limited... I usually get the Veggie Patch crepe.... Veggies, hummus, and egg whites. My sister got the Carne Asada crepe, loaded with steak, avocado and cheese and of course what brunch wouldn't be complete without champagne.... Duh! After brunch I had tickets to the Woman's UNLV game against Fresno State, I've been to a few Men's games but have always wanted to check out a Lady Rebels game. A few of you may know that I played Basketball in school growing up and have also been invited to play in many charity leagues throughout the years so it is definitely a sport that is close to my heart not to mention I was pretty good when I played ;) Power Forward baby!!! The Lady Rebels lost 52-57 :( but it was still a great game. After the game we jetted over to Southpoint Casino so I could place all my Superbowl bets. I let my sister place a few prop bets that she thought was fun... What color the gatorade would be and the Coin Toss ( Best 50/50 odds) Superbowl Sunday we hit up a Bar at Townsquare that was doing unlimited Food & Drinks for the Big Game... My sister and I both wore our Eli Manning jerseys to show our support for Big Bro Peyton in the big game, I'm so happy he won and hopefully will retire on top- I'm thinking it will happen after the Parade hahaha Word is that Tennessee has hired a new "well known" QB Coach but hasn't released any names.... I'm thinking it could possibly be Peyton. What a great game... I was more interested in watching the defensive plays by both teams since they both have 2 different style defenses and of course watch Beyonce perform at the Half time show was fucking awesome! After the game we hit up Yardhouse so my sister could grab another martini and I could sober up a little LOL I knew I was going to sleep like a champion that night... I had a very fun filled weekend, hope all of you did to! Time to start my week off right on Monday with my typical routine- G.T.L.- Gym, Tan, Laundry LOL

Saturday, January 30, 2016

UNLV Game Night & Laundry Night

So this past Wednesday I went to support my Local team UNLV at their game against Boise State. It was an ugly 1st half but we cranked it up in the second half of the game and forced 9 turnovers which helped us overcome an 8 point halftime deficit. I've had my eye on Derrick Jones Jr. - (yes in a couple ways) hehe ;) Don't judge he's in College! He had 17 points on 8 shots in the game- not too bad. The crowd was amped up and we got the W ( 87-77) I sat with some friends who had a suite which was fun, they are also Big Ny Giants fans which makes it even more fun to talk about our hopes for the up-coming 2016 season. After the game I was fucking starving beyond my mind and needed something to soak up the 2 Vodka Tonics I sucked down at the game so I hit 1 of my favorite Local Gaming bars The Boulvard for some late night eats and a little blackjack. I ordered a flat bread Veggie Pizza and played some Video Blackjack... I broke up with Keno months ago and moved on to Blackjack, Can't say were having a better gaming relationship either LOL I chatted with 1 of my favorite Bartenders there and called it a night before midnight. I completely forgot that I had started the never ending laundry pile before I ran out the house to the game... I feel like it's 90% gym clothes, 5 % booty shorts and 5% normal clothes hahahaha I finished what I started and put away the last load and carried my big booty to bed, I have a busy weekend preparing to head to San Francisco to Feature dance at New Century Theater for the Pro Bowl Weekend.

Monday, January 11, 2016

UFC Fight Night 1/2/2016

Here we go..... My 1st Blog!!!! It's about time right?!?!

I'm sure many of you know that I'm a Sports nut and wanted to start blogging on all the Games & Events that I attend throughout the year.

Living in Vegas the past year has opened my eyes up to the UFC & Boxing world... It's such an Events City but has been tough for me being a diehard football fan. No Pro-Teams here in Nevada and I have had to get use to football being on at 10am here, no complaints on my end though.... Mimosas & Sunday Funday Football!

This past Saturday January 2nd I was invited by my friend Tony to attend the UFC 195 being held at the MGM Hotel. This would be my first UFC Event and I was really excited. I saw Holly Holm the chick who knocked out the Champ Ronda Rousey and a Nick Diaz another MMA fighter. I was shocked to learn that UFC is a very underpaid sport compared to boxing.


The fights were great, The Main Card was Robbie Lawler  the reigning champion against Carlos Condit. I always like rooting for the Underdog and it was 1 hell of a fight.  1 of the best fights I was told that the UFC has had. It was 5 rounds of marvelous hell and lots of blood!! Have I mentioned I just love violence hahaha
Robbie Lawler won in a split decision and is the remaining champ.
 

After the fight was over my friend Tony took me to eat Tacos and take silly pics of me stuffing my face LOL